hallucinating...!

3 am, I'm fighting back sleep for no good reason, totally disfunctioned, maybe disordered too..!
searching for a homeless little girl called Idea, which I lost her coz she's went to search for her bigger sister.. Will..!
I just wanna write, just damn write.. anything in any language will be good.. Linux or politics or religion.. even sex...! I just wanna read a paper or a web page with some letters on it.. and, deep in me, saying: I wrote that stuff..!
I will not say I miss you all readers, for 2 good reasons:
1- you are not really there..! who follow a blog that hasn't been updated for more than 4 months..?
2- you have not really missed me.. have you..?
better give up to sleep..
to be back soon..